rpg-Rikku

Well it seems to be a long while since i written a journal entry. In fact its been over a year =.=" to be honest last year hasent really felt or registered as a year i feel like im stuck emotionally in the same place well when all this crap came about with family stuff in 2014 except maybe not  crying as much. Unfortunately i think if i need to move forward then i need to meet certain requirements for a peace of mind but that unlikely to happen until after may when i go down to visit my parents. I think it will be a long while when i draw again i just cant get motivated to draw :/ Else wise  i highly recommend  to anyone to play Xenoblade c

I'm still having my ups and downs, sometimes I feel very close to having another break down but I manage to avoid it but I don't know how long i can keep it up for. Lately I just feel close to tears most days. I know I've kinda touched the subject briefly or tried to outline it as best I could without still saying exactly what it is ,I am done dancing on my tiptoes though the weight become too heavy On the 19th of May my mom told me that my uncle would be going to crown court for looking at indecent images of children in a library; sadly he only got a suspended sentence to be frank I do very much wish he was locked up. The thing that make

Its kinda weird ill be going on holiday but im half eager for it and half dreading it. I have a lot to organize, tidying up for one ive been kinda ill so i havent done much >.> ive had an eye infection and sore throat and coughing up gunk its clearing but my ears still feel like im on a plane and i cant hear properly and no matter how much i try to make them pop or to clear them nothing much is working, i just hope they clear by the end of this week. I'm half looking forward to seeing my family but im not looking forward to seeing my nan, i need to make a list of questions i want to ask her about my "uncle" witch is not gonna be a n